24.11.11

Because someone needs to know I'm still alive.





it's no longer, the fight between me and this world .
because I'm safe now, there's one heart near to mine
I'm one human being with arms with feet and heart
with ears with mouth and eyes. To work. To walk .
To love to hear and speak and love, again. I laugh .
I cry I shout I yell there're tears and all the bruises
But they're proof I'm alive. And even though I'm crying
It's because I want to be happy. I'm not as half optimistic as you are.
I'm optimistic as twice. I feel things as they are, and I fight for it.

1.11.11

Tue 3:32PM 1st November 2011


hello love, very very very loved puppy dog of mine.
I'm writing here to you not there , you know where. Because this is something means to us. I don't have that lots of the hearts and kisses or whatever spraying all over facebook. But I myself, and I hope you, too, know that You are in my heart, somewhere in the middle, somewhere a little bit above to the right, where I'm usually love seeing you making loud stupid laugh, and more usually, feel " AHHHHH GÂU'S going to scold me when I'm this lazy!!' .
It was strange what brought us together. That story of us, I need to fix it, right? One copy for you, one for me. That never left my mind. Nothing has ever left my mind at all. I know lately I've been distant. But I'm not leaving, not a little bit, not even at all (And we both know damn both clear that you're much more problem free without me bleehh ;p )
But yup, I'm one very young soul in this very very strange world. I just need a little some time now to rearrange things in my place. Then get back to life, and you dear, my loved, loved much loved puppy dog. :)