a person I adored.

I took thousands of thousands pictures , but I hardly post them.
I sometimes ask myself why. Now I somehow know. I think I wait.
Wait for the reasons for them to be born.
For my pictures, one by one comes to being with a meaning and exists with a reason.

Tonight. This, is for you.
You are not close to me. But you are close to me. And how you and your words brought sun to my heart.
I don't own the flattery words.
All I have is my heartful feelings.

You and me wont remember how we used to be.
But I kept us here. For time unwinded , and the you that was with me, and the me that was with you, we two wont fade.
Even if we do.
Even if we will surely fade.

Life

Isnt' it this way.

.

Tonight I listen to the song that once killed me.
It was with me when I'm dead wandering endlessly every corner of this little Saigon crying hoping my soul would perish and I would be free.


Now I feel.
So heartfully love my lover.

Maybe it's the pain I should pamper all the time not its child anger.
And we can stay in love till we perish our bodies to dust.

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this is hard
the only things I love are the things I cry doing
how can I live
for I can't cry forever neither loving everything.

Monday the forth at April 011

I have never thought I would love dogs
.
I'm being honest.
Until one came into my life and loves me.

.

God She wants to be happy.

today is all about the beautiful eyes , the sincere stranger , lover, child all melted in the heat of the day , while flight attendant

Sat 1:39AM

It's me who's gone
Or it's it that left

For I'm not afraid to talk about yesterday anymore.
Heartfully Truthfully Honestly.





And I'm not afraid anymore.
To say I hate your conversations, talking behind other people's back.

T.

what's the world is for when I can't express how I feel
what's living is for when I can't happily and lively expressing how I feel
what's the point of going on when I just can't can't can't not yet not yet not yet express myself.
what I need in you, and the whole world
is the ability to have your own points,
the courage not to follow the crowd or anyone but yourself
and the pride,
Your pride to speak your own words, sound your own voice, cry your own laughters.



come to me as yourself,stay with me as yourself, and leave me as yourself.





T.