1.11.11

Tue 3:32PM 1st November 2011


hello love, very very very loved puppy dog of mine.
I'm writing here to you not there , you know where. Because this is something means to us. I don't have that lots of the hearts and kisses or whatever spraying all over facebook. But I myself, and I hope you, too, know that You are in my heart, somewhere in the middle, somewhere a little bit above to the right, where I'm usually love seeing you making loud stupid laugh, and more usually, feel " AHHHHH GÂU'S going to scold me when I'm this lazy!!' .
It was strange what brought us together. That story of us, I need to fix it, right? One copy for you, one for me. That never left my mind. Nothing has ever left my mind at all. I know lately I've been distant. But I'm not leaving, not a little bit, not even at all (And we both know damn both clear that you're much more problem free without me bleehh ;p )
But yup, I'm one very young soul in this very very strange world. I just need a little some time now to rearrange things in my place. Then get back to life, and you dear, my loved, loved much loved puppy dog. :)

10.10.11

MON 12:38AM 10TH OCTOBER 2011


So so many places
So so many days
So so many things
So so many persons
So so many tears
So so many laughters
So so many love
So so many hate
So so many closed eyes
So so many wide open ones
So so many sleepy days
and So so many sleepless nights.
countless joy and countless pain.

they were real.
they are.
they are fire.

23.9.11

Hey the girl who'd not want to be named



Nè con nhỏ không muốn bị kiu tên ra.

Chúc em sinh nhật hạnh phúc :)

23/9/2011.




11.9.11

26.8.11

vớ vẩn.

sao khi yêu người ta hay vớ vẩn vậy
hay chỉ những kẻ vốn vớ vẩn thì mới yêu.
hay những kẻ vớ vẩn yêu vớ vẩn
hay bản thân yêu đã vớ vẩn.
vớ vớ vẩn vẩn
yêu.

11.7.11

5 Am.

5 AM conversation.


- lúc mình biết mình đã là một người xấu thì mình nên làm gì chò ?
- người xấu là xấu làm sao ?
- cứ làm bất kỳ cái gì sai thì gọi là người xấu hết đi.
- ùh thì sao ?
- là lúc đó mình nên làm gì. hối tiếc vì mình đã là một người xấu, bào chữa cho việc mình đã là một người xấu hay đơn giản tệ nhất cứ trở thành người tốt ở phút tiếp theo?
-...
- ờ tui hiểu rồi.
- hiểu gì ?
- hối tiếc không có tác dụng gì hết
- vậy sao còn phải hỏi.
- không - có biết nữa.

1.7.11

you







like yellow and water
green and blue
you and me



still in here
in the heart.

.






I would want
to create a place
a place for me.






I would want to create a place for I am.














.

8.6.11

.




"There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone.
It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone.
It was because I thought if I loved someone, and then it fell apart, I might not make it.
It's easier to be alone.
Because what if you learn that you need love?
And then you don't have it?
What if you like it?
And lean on it?
What if you shape your life around it?
And then... it falls apart?
Can you even survive that kind of pain?
Losing love is like organ damage.
It's like dying.

The only difference is... death ends. This...? It could go on forever."