today is all about the beautiful eyes , the sincere stranger , lover, child all melted in the heat of the day , while flight attendant

Sat 1:39AM

It's me who's gone
Or it's it that left

For I'm not afraid to talk about yesterday anymore.
Heartfully Truthfully Honestly.





And I'm not afraid anymore.
To say I hate your conversations, talking behind other people's back.

T.

what's the world is for when I can't express how I feel
what's living is for when I can't happily and lively expressing how I feel
what's the point of going on when I just can't can't can't not yet not yet not yet express myself.
what I need in you, and the whole world
is the ability to have your own points,
the courage not to follow the crowd or anyone but yourself
and the pride,
Your pride to speak your own words, sound your own voice, cry your own laughters.



come to me as yourself,stay with me as yourself, and leave me as yourself.





T.

dream

I love the red I put upon my lips
but still times I wonder why I have to do that
tomorrow is going to fade
and today is just another page to rip off

yesterday I dream the dream that never were
and I understand it truthfully the feel of freedom being me and the freedom of not being me just as near
and the joy , the joy of being bad.
and the road , the road we are going to walk, will be just as long oh my dear love love.
It's not just me, it might be you,
it's not just you, it might be me,
and we are going to cry
till our hearts perish
and our leaves cross to brown, and we are going yellow
and

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I used so much time in my life for everything else but me.

March Weds Sixteen Two 0 eleven

I got home the first day after work,
Lately I've been doing many personal projects, today I got back to the not less professional but more communicative work.
And I felt lovely.
This is not a big project but it's nice, regardless the planned ideas, the work processed from heart and flew out so naturally that I have to admit -not the first time- I love taking pictures and storing beautiful moments, keeping them alive.

There are so many things relates in this work which just think about would warm my heart .
First or most, I got to work with a real young yet real well developed girl as the mistress of the cake shop, who loves cakes and loves to work with them. Youthful spirit , fresh yet wise , honest yet decent, seeing her again tomorrow is the easiest thing alive to feel comfortable with. I got to meet another person in my life, Ariane(at first I thought she meant Ariel), not yet to tell whether how much our roads gonna cross, but it's always been a lovely feeling to me, knowing another person.

Lately my love love 's been repeatedly telling me to try shooting with food , for the works of my which he got the chance to see are mostly food , he felt something in them and told me so, yes the personal works are really personal and I'm not sharing with anyone even some until I press the publish button, it's something sanctuary and something me. So here I am doing it, shooting food and feeling good, such charm!
In order to process this work, I required some basic help from my friends, and I got them all, I can say I'm a really lucky little Thảo, Thảo goes out into the world, and gets to meet many warm hearted people. She must not forget them and their heart for her. She must try much much harder and thank them fully. Besides the direct help from my love love and my nice little sister, the help I got from my two other friends are not something less to be unmentioned. Thank you so dearly much.

I know the time is changing and the life is moving and this earth would be rolling the way it's never been or has always been before for a 23 years old girl to know. But I think I love this work and I'm naturally doing it which matters most to my life as not working but creating, and I sincerely hope I can walk into this profession everyday in the morning and get back to my home in the evening and my day would be meeting love and love again.
This might sound silly in the time of chaos, but dreams and hopes are still free to have.


I'd love to update the pictures later.

Little Encounter.

Little Encounter.
Weirdly I've grown craving for happiness recently, and I've been working so hard on it. So I decided to just first stop torturing myself with such self-arguments about imperfection and self-disappointment. It's kinda hard though. I'm trying to adore me as who I am, was and possibly will be. So good luck to me on that, and good luck to everyone on the journey of loving yourself :) . The sun has finally rose in Finland !! yay !






From her.
For I didn't think I would apparently meet the soul that grows the same thought as I do while I'm still holding it.







I'm a person of strictly perfection.
I'm also a person of freedom. I hate all the rules possible. I hate all the have tos and all the nevers and always. I know perfectly the me that yearns to do something counted as nevers, evers , as always not. Nor hiding my emotions. I'm a whole creation of the universe, I walk on the earth's surface just like anyone else. Why can't I express my emotions, especially in a world wearing so many masks. And, over all the 8 billion walking souls, many to the point to none would mind me living my life either.

So
A long period of sorrow.
I dont want to be sad anymore.
I feel perfectly, faithfully and heartfully I need the need and want the want to be happy.
I don't want another second in life where I have to be sad.
And when I am, I bear them into this world, so it'll fade, and it'll rote .











And I'm free, again.

Two lovers.

This,I keep for my two lovers.
Thank you for everything as I am now.




























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