10.3.11

Little Encounter.

Little Encounter.
Weirdly I've grown craving for happiness recently, and I've been working so hard on it. So I decided to just first stop torturing myself with such self-arguments about imperfection and self-disappointment. It's kinda hard though. I'm trying to adore me as who I am, was and possibly will be. So good luck to me on that, and good luck to everyone on the journey of loving yourself :) . The sun has finally rose in Finland !! yay !







From her.
For I didn't think I would apparently meet the soul that grows the same thought as I do while I'm still holding it.







I'm a person of strictly perfection.
I'm also a person of freedom. I hate all the rules possible. I hate all the have tos and all the nevers and always. I know perfectly the me that yearns to do something counted as nevers, evers , as always not. Nor hiding my emotions. I'm a whole creation of the universe, I walk on the earth's surface just like anyone else. Why can't I express my emotions, especially in a world wearing so many masks. And, over all the 8 billion walking souls, many to the point to none would mind me living my life either.

So
A long period of sorrow.
I dont want to be sad anymore.
I feel perfectly, faithfully and heartfully I need the need and want the want to be happy.
I don't want another second in life where I have to be sad.
And when I am, I bear them into this world, so it'll fade, and it'll rote .











And I'm free, again.

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